Lyrics The Story of MK - MK47

I don't feel the same anymore
I don't want to go through this pain anymore
Shedding all these tears like the rain when it pours
What my life keep on changing for?
I don't know how to cope with this
So I'ma sit back and smoke this shit
All these tears in my eyes I be holding shit
All this pain in my heart, they don't know this shit
I be acting happy, but I'm not though
All my bros want me to stop talking about the opps though
They like MK-47 when you gon' drop though?
I'ma still drop though
What the fuck I'm going to stop for?
I never thought I had to experience any pain
My life was cool and all, but this shit ain't the same
It don't help me no more, had to quit the Mary Jane
I feel like I can't keep on going, shit drive me insane

I was lying to their face, said that I would be okay
I was capping, feel like this shit everyday
Death ain't even easy, is there any other way?
Trying to smoke the pain away, bro roll me up a j
Swear to god this shit confusing
I was hoping all this shit was an illusion
For my family and my friends, and my girlfriend, keep on moving
Between my music and my happiness, it really got me choosing

Recently been feeling like shit, I don't know why
Lost my grandpa, I swear to god that made my soul cry
Told me keep on going, you gon' make it yeah in no time
At my show, I did it for my grandpa, it was show time
This the realest shit I ever wrote besides my outro
I asked bro if I was going to make it, he said no doubt bro
Had to get a move on, had to get up off the couch though
When I lost my dog, I swear to god, it took me out bro
This shit be hurting
Why the pain not going away, this shit ain't working
I be asking myself all the time am I worth it?
I fuck up a lot of times, I'm not perfect
I never loved myself, I never did
I was being bullied ever since I was a kid
Stayed to myself, man I really always hid
People mad at me but they don't tell me what I did