Lyrics Tutorial - MS2013

Have you even tried sleeping and eating alright?
Not me I'm just waiting for the moment, a sign
I'm in line for a miracle, but keep my hopes minimal
I know there's no such thing, but it contradicts the things I've seen
What I felt, how I've been back in twenty seventeen, real joy, real me
I can picture the scene, skating and basketball, I was so keen
I don't want to be a kid again, I just want to live my twenty's
Is that too much to ask? (Apparently)
Time doesn't wait and you can't go back, so I stay still his ghost glued to my back
Hair so matted I'll have to cut it, it's the only thing I got and I am gutted