Lyrics Made Me Better - Mac McInerney

Midnight downtown, everything's closed
Where are you right now?
I don't wanna know
If ballads were a person that's me
Never were somewhere you didn't wanna be
Key to be okay we couldn't crack the code
I'm so done, can I just go home?
If teardrops were a person that's you
Always held back cause you're scared of the truth
I think I trust you more than I should and
You can be with her just don't let me look
You always read me like pages in a book
And I'll admit, I miss when we were together
I know you've had a heartbreak like mine
Something we can only take once per lifetime
Thought it was once but now it's twice
And I hate that you made me better
Blonde hair, your color changing eyes
Say "It always depends on the light"
If you're something, you're a candle
Something I thought that I could handle
Fire's lit and everything's warm but
If you get too close it easily burns
Blown out and I'm left in the dark
Only difference is candles don't break my heart
I wish you needed me more than you do
To me you'll always be brand new
At this point, this situation is cruel
But I've been given so many warnings
Could've been here right now
What a waste
Which version of you will I get today
Without you I feel so out of place
But I'll be better in the morning