Lyrics Complications - Mackenzie Nicole

I make everything too hard
So I never get too far
If I could reach past my ribs
I would rip out my own heart
I was getting everything
So tell me why I′m barely getting by
I would clip my own wings
Just to make sure that I couldn't fly
Born 11:59
As if by choice or by design
Then I′m always understudied
Silver metal every time
Better than a crybaby so everybody's pissed at me
Cause I could be so happy but I'd rather live in misery

I love complications
I love boys that′ll never love me back
I love confrontation
I do best when everybody′s mad
I love complications
Don't know why I′m such a masochist
I love complications
And I hate that I'm made like this

My self righteous indignation
I am fueled by my frustration
I grew a bad attitude
I know how to kill a mood
I′m a crisis, I'm a sigh girl
I′m a "Why you always mad?" girl
And the price is I'm a martyr
Cause my life is so much harder
No time for empathy because my life's a tragedy
And every movement that I make screams please pay attention to me
No time for empathy because my life′s a tragedy
And every movement that I make screams please pay attention to me

I love complications
I love boys that′ll never love me back
I love confrontation
I do best when everybody's mad
I love complications
Don′t know why I'm such a masochist
I love complications
And I hate that I′m made like this
I love complications
I'm the only one crushing my dreams
Or self deprecation
Or because I have low self-esteem
Every situation I make it much harder than it is
I love complications
And I hate that I′m made like this

Ohh, ohh, ohh
Yeah, ohh, ohh, ohh
I get in my own way
I ruin my own day
I get in my own way
I ruin my own day

I love complications
I love boys that'll never love me back
I love confrontation
I do best when everybody's mad
I love complications
Don′t know why I′m such a masochist
I love complications
And I hate that I'm made like this
I love complications
I′m the only one crushing my dreams
Or self deprecation
Or because I have low self-esteem
Every situation I make it much harder than it is
I love complications
And I hate that I'm made like this