Lyrics Knotted Constellations - Madilyn Mei

I don't know what to say
Well I know what I mean
But I mean I don't know how to show what I mean
I can't communicate
What Im trying to say
To somebody else probably cause

I can't transfer what I am thinking about
From my brain in my head to my mouth and
I can't explain words that I wrote
For the songs that I sing
Or the lump in my throat

When I

I don't know when to talk
Wish that there was a sign
That lit up when it's time to proceed
Just like at a crosswalk
It'd tell me when to talk
Since I can't seem to know when to speak

I can't love when I can't even find
Where my heart is, last time that I saw it, it was in my
Thoughts I can't explain
Ones I wote for the songs from my heart
When my heart's in my throat

And I

If every thought in my mind
Was a star in my head
The constellations would be knotted

I just need to love myself
Before I go decide
To love somebody else
And I just need a little more time
To learn how to explain
What on Earth's on my mind

And I just need to know when to talk
But my heart's in my throat
And my thoughts are a knot
And I can't explain words that I wrote
Cause my thoughts are a knot
And my heart's in my throat

I don't know what to say
Well I know what I mean
But I mean I don't know how to show what I mean
I can't communicate
What Im trying to say
To somebody else probably cause

I can't transfer what I am thinking about
From my brain in my head to my mouth and
I can't explain words that I wrote
For the songs that I sing
Or the lump in my throat when

I don't know when to talk
Wish that there was a sign
That lit up when it's time to proceed
Just like at a crosswalk
It'd tell me when to talk
Since I can't seem to know when to speak

I can't love when I can't even find
Where my heart is, last time that I saw it, it was in my
Thoughts I can't explain
Ones I wrote for the songs from my heart
When my heart's in my throat

If every thought in my mind
Was a star in my head
The constellations would knotted

I just need to love myself
Before I go decide
To love somebody else
And I just need a little more time
To learn how to explain
What on Earth's on my mind

And I just need a little more time
To decide how I feel
Before I say I'm fine

And I can't explain words that I wrote
Cause my thoughts are a knot
And my heart's in my throat