Lyrics Fresh Out - Mallory Merk

Chasing adolescence
Medicate my senses
I just want love
Backed by good intentions
If words last forever
Don't tell me I'm fine
I just want to make it to the morning
But It could be an endless night

Rub it in my face
I'm the only one to blame
If I believe what you say
Does it make it real?

No plans for the weekend
'Cause we stay fresh out of rehab
In the same sweatpants I came with
And none of the friends I once had
It's only six feet between you and me
Please stand back like you don't know me
'Cause I'm 19
Trying to stay clean
'Cause when I'm down bad (yeah) you got what I need

It's a damn shame
Staying high is how I used to maintain
Now I know that it aint no way to stay sane
Doing all the same shit and expect change
It's an insane game

Rub it in my face
I'm the only one to blame
If I believe what you say
Does it make it real?

No plans for the weekend
'Cause we stay fresh out of rehab
In the same sweatpants I came with
And none of the friends I once had
It's only six feet between you and me
Please stand back like you don't know me
'Cause I'm 19
Trying to stay clean
'Cause when I'm down bad (yeah) you got what I need

No plans for the weekend
And I don't gotta defend
All the fucking reasons
I could go off the deep end

Not this time
Not this time, eh, oh, oh, no
Not this time
Not this time
Not this time, eh
Not this time
Not this time, eh, oh, oh, no

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