Lyrics Atypical - Manila Killa feat. Gigi

I keep on waiting, yeah, I should know
I'm wired for heartache it's in my soul
Yea, you keep on trying, but you should know
I'm not one for changing a typical
I've been trying to find a way to find myself
It ain't easy
I've been looking for a hand to hold the cards
I've been dealt
I've been trying to find a way to help myself
Cause I'm bleeding
I've been trying to find me
I've been trying to find me
Every time I put the past behind
Somebody comes to press rewind
Every time I put the past behind
Somebody comes to press rewind
I've been trying to find me, find me, find me, find me
Can I hit pause for a minute
Just until my tears have dried
Going insane as i circle the drain
Can somebody get me out
Looking to God for an answer
But it's only up to me
Trying to change, what can i say
I've been trying to find a way to find myself
It ain't easy
I've been looking for a hand to hold the cards
I've been dealt
I've been trying to find a way to help myself
Cause I'm bleeding
I've been trying to find me
I've been trying to find me
Every time I put the past behind
Somebody comes to press rewind
Every time I put the past behind
Somebody comes to press rewind
I've been trying to find me
Press rewind, rewind
Press rewind, rewind
Press rewind, rewind
Press rewind
I keep on waiting, yeah, I should know
I'm wired for heartache it's in my soul
Yea, you keep on trying, but you should know
I'm not one for changing a typical