Lyrics 300 - Mar2x

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Pain in my face, say i'm disgraced
Hate in my heart, for
Love ain't no space
Either die in the streets, or
Die on the stage
My life a book, and
This the last page

I kept it real, so many took advantage
Young nigga so scarred up, you supposed to be my bandage
A black kid, the biggest disadvantage
My mom went mental, dad gone, and shit I barely managed
Just me and my brother, trying to make a way
She digging holes deeper for us, but we can't get away
Winter time in the house wit no bills paid
Had to put on like 6 covers before I laid

I cried myself to sleep so many times before
And then I smile like I ain't never been through it before
I went to school like everything wasn't wrong
Hated going back home I stayed at Vaughn's
It's free that nigga, can't help but thinking its my fault
Me and Riic got out and he still on that asphalt
Stick wit us, you couldn't do it, you went caught an assault
I'm still the same, nun changed i'm default

I'm sorry if i'm just rapping what I live
And stop rapping bout shit that I ain't did
No I ain't killed a nigga but i'll kill a nigga
You try me on some thief shit, I bet I steal a nigga
I'm sorry if i'm just rapping what I live
And stop rapping bout shit that I ain't did
No I ain't killed a nigga but i'll kill a nigga
You try me on some thief shit, I bet I steal a nigga

Okay, i'm back on top
That's when they hopped
Martape dropped
After my first mixtape, support stopped
Had me feeling like I wasn't good enough, like I flopped
But its all good, never was my intended mission
Never did this for nobodies simple opinion
Make music for me, hope you can see the vision
Dropped the Insecure freestyle, they all listened

It's just the beginning to many more beginnings
Charlotte ain't gon' support, its purely competition
I could retire right now, not a likely decision
My mind spinning, i'm thinking brilliance, i'm thinking winning

I'm thinking, listen, you hear ambition, you see the millions
This shit ain't given, just keep religion, in good position
My mind distracted, i'm thinking women, I want Brazilian
In no condition, trust no suspicion, you pussy kitten

My mind conflicted, my love restricted, she still addicted
I'm bossing up, don't contradict it, you couldn't predict it
Pray no conviction, my mom afflicted, we keep her lifted
Swear i'm so gifted but play the victim, i'm too descriptive

Fuck a statistic, i'm unscripted, and so consistent
Them niggas drifted, them niggas rigid, them niggas wicked
You niggas twisted, apocalyptic, I need some liquid
Money committed, ammo equipped, now go ballistic
Fuck a statistic, i'm unscripted, and so consistent
Them niggas drifted, them niggas rigid, them niggas wicked
You niggas twisted, apocalyptic, I need some liquid
Money committed, ammo equipped, now go ballistic

I'm sorry if i'm just rapping what I live
And stop rapping bout shit that I ain't did
No I ain't killed a nigga but i'll kill a nigga
You try me on some thief shit, I bet I steal a nigga
I'm sorry if i'm just rapping what I live
And stop rapping bout shit that I ain't did
No I ain't killed a nigga but i'll kill a nigga
You try me on some thief shit, I bet I steal a nigga