Lyrics Sicks - Maraza

Yeah
Hmmmm
Ispiliyonn
Bheka
I finally took the time to speak about it
Oskido told me its best I don't speak about it
But I had to speak about it coz I'm tired and I didn't want these
Niggas thinking it wasn't only quite coz
He can't be about it, bitch I've been about it
And I've seen you doubt it
And I've seen you telling faves in the streets about me
And I've seen some upseen beings some will set dreams
Since a teen now at 16 running thru my mind and that's poverty
Family
Love and legacy, Money and loyalty
I used to think that money part would help me solve the other five
I never thought that being broke was actually keeping me
Alive coz see the money really does changes alot of things
She goes from way above your league, to your wedding ring
Bitches goes from what's your first name, to sharing your last name
To claiming they had a crush on you before the damn fame, go ahead hoe
Yeah go ahead hoe
Yeah play that game bitch you know where your head go
Niggas with a lot of pride move away and hate you
And niggas with the weakest spide move closer and 'brace you
Saying that they got your back like they palms and filled with melace
Saying that they'll hold you down
Like your arms aint go give you balance
Saying that they got your back like they don't wanna stab it
Like if they find a chance in your hands they won't wanna grab it
You looked in my eyes and said my enemies is
Your enemies and if they poison me you got the remedy
I said I'll hold you down and I stayed true to my oath,
I tried to keep you afloat but you threw me
Over board and then you blamed it all on growth
I mean, like WHAT THE FUCK is loyalty now
It seems to me its all linked to my royalties now
When I was broke I knew exactly where your loyalty lies
But when my royalties rise is when your loyalty dies
I shared my fame, shared my paid, share my stage with you
I shared my everything, I shared my wedding day with you,
I shared my wildest dreams, even shared the burdens of your nightmares
Forget the chains boy, forget those fly 'nik Nike airs
I shared my song
I shared my song
I told the stories no other soul has been telled
See niggas wish you well but take your coins out the
Wells so its no coincidence loyalty starts with an L
I know a lot of niggas wish they killed me where they left me
My other nigga wishes his label would let them help me
Or atleast that's what I think,
Coz inspite of all this signs I refused
To believe that my brother would desert me
Yeah but am not new to a knife wound I know
You backstabbers wish MT and I would fight soon
We used to kill tracks,
Yeah we used to kill tracks but I don't
Need a feature to know him and I are still FAM
Speaking of family, my family is a mess
My mother is always stressed there are some things we can't address
Everybody's got a opinion 'bout how she should have raised us
They say I lost my father so my Momma could gain bucks
I lost my father way before I lost a tooth,
They blamed my mother and I don't know if I want to know the truth
See I make sure my Momma never goes to bed hungry,
But sometimes am the reason that she goes to bed angry
So I don't know if am the man my father wanted me to be,
But I know the life we live it aint what he wanted me to see
I wanna know if you at peace but there's no way for me to
Ask am intruged of your legacy I doubt if am up for the test
But I know you love me thou you never get to say it
I owe you my life I pray to God I get to prove
You left me as a kid and I'm a grown man now
But I spent my whole life tryna
Make a dead man proud you dig my nigga?
That's how I speak now Dad I buy
Expensive swag look at all the jeans I sagg
When you left a wife couldn't afford the maize meal sag
But now your son can buy her lobster for her birthday snack
Yeah, but ofcourse I can't look back
I got my own family now and I can't lose track
See I remember when we had to cook the weeds from the back
Now the poverty is like my Dad, is the thing of the past
Now my future is looking brighter and they hate it I
Was building my legacy while they debated my greatness
Some of my brothers spreading lies about me but the truth will soon
Meets light coz I don't grind to
Prove you wrong, I grind to prove me right
And that's whats taking me further making my path even clearer
You always looking at others I only look
In the mirror, I've got a soul of a fighter
And the hands of a killer
The heart of a lion
And the lips of a healer
Hhmmm my throne is real bitch am loyal now
I got some bones that are real and they loyal now
See they resisted jealousy fearmount kiss that's why
Everyone in my team knows what a fair amount is wabona
Yeah you let them talk and they talking funny
But miss me with the talk if that talk aint money
Bheka I propably passed what you call a flying so
Many bands my wallet look like a rock 'n roll hall of fame
I know they go come in here yeah
They cannot walk in my lane yeah
But atleast we all know the truth a little
Things you said about me, say alot about you