Lyrics Last Day (Bonus) - Mardee Millz

Everyday a new day. Everyday my last day. Everyday my first day
That's just how it's been
Everyday something new. Everyday something old
Just seeing it all clearly
You know what I'm saying just keep being me, keep believing
That's how it is, that's how it's been. That's me

There's a reason that I have what I have, act the way I act
Can't go back to the past but I still get flashbacks thinking 'bout the madness
Happiness, Sadness. I guess it had to happen, that's that
Family been separating, how do I react?
It's because I opened up and said I want to start rap
Saw friends turn fake over hype on the gram
Saw relationships break I only try to understand
Charge it to the game, all gas no brakes. Off track? No way, I been out my old traits
Tried my own thing, I was packing four eighth's
Double back for more strains, let the cash grow age
Found love, let it play out and run. It was fun but the layout was rushed
And I hate how it's done cuz I fucked with the way that it was
But for some, gotta stay out of touch

I hope the days last til my last day. I've had some bad days and that's okay
Don't love me halfway, gotta have faith. Don't play, I already know the whole game
The past and the future goes both ways. Time flies, it feels fast but it's a slow change
And real life hits when you go through things. No choice but to run in my own race

Mama was in debt, she deserved more. Doing all she can just to earn more
Papa get no rest fighting old wars. Bottled up inside, it's what he's known for
The past four years was a turn for us
There's always something else we gotta learn more of
Brothers on my side, even if we go solo
Love never different, it would change if the code broke
People can assume what they want, I'm used to it
I just move through it. If you really think it's true, prove it
Bro tells me every room he goes, he brings the two two in
If you loved someone, what would you do if you lose 'em?
Using drugs on the usual for mood boosting
You stupid if you thought you knew the root of it
It'll numb it for a while, gotta fuel through it
Praying for solutions, everyday something new coming
Life get's rough. Where we from, we grow up so young
Getting older I just hope for more love
I was born in 01, pure kid soul touched by the world. I'm still trynna heal old cuts
I just hope the days last til my last day. Deep scars in my soul and it holds weight
For a while I was trapped in a bad place. But that's the way life goes, it's a growth thing