Lyrics Sinking - Mardoll

Uneasy
Paranoid
Sleepy
No one woulda thought
Cause I play it easy Peezy
But when I'm back-collapse
Home alone, I feel freaky
No matter what I do
I know nothing will ever please me
Appease me
All around demand
For the best man
I'm like I can do
I'm a yes man
Knowing full well
Imma over-stressed mess man
Hand blessed
As I de-stress in excess(man)
Here's the thing about it all
I deflect then I can ball
Imma wreck but I stand tall
Blame it on the alcohol
But it's hard to tell
With my back against the wall
I keep fighting imma brawl
Teeter totter baby fall

Give me something to believe in
To Believe in
Gotta kill this sinking feeling

Sinking feeling

Picture perfect pose
Smile for the camera, please
I'm showing up and showing out
Like cheese
It's all an act
To a certain degree
I play it light as a breeze
It's my ABC
Been drinking too much
Overthinking too much
Always smoking too much
I be joking too much
And I, I don't know if
I'm couping or what
I'm just hoping for what
What I think
Stop the feeling
Stop the sink
Got me kneeing
To the brink
Only dealing when
I drink
See the pattern
But no link
There it is!
Then I blink

Shadowbox in the rink
Bet it's time to see the shrink

Give me something to believe in
To Believe in
Gotta kill this sinking feeling
Sinking feeling
Give me something to believe in

To Believe in
Gotta kill this sinking feeling
Sinking feeling

Hey Mom, No i'm fine, I just need to come home for a little bit
I just need to clear my head
See you at home