Lyrics All to Myself - Marianas Trench

I don′t patronize, I realize, I'm losing
And this is my real life
I′m half asleep and I am wide-awake
This habit is always so hard to break
I don't want to be the bad guy
I've been blaming myself
And I think you know why
I′m killing time (I′m killing time)
And time's killing you
Every way that I do
Did you say, "Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself"?
I can try and suck it up
I just can′t suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
"Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself"?
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
I′m under the gun
Feel like the only one
I just can't decide what I′m running from
This isn't what I wanted
But I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut
It′s not enough, it′s never enough
And I wish I could breathe
Without getting it stuck
Can't focus it but
I try it over and over again
Did you say, "Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself"?
I can try and suck it up
I just can′t suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
"Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself"?
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
NaNa...
"Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself"?
I can try and suck it up
I just can′t suck it up
Make me feel...
Did you say, "Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I can't stay with someone else"?
I′ll try and suck it up
I just keep fucking up
I want you all to myself
Did you just say "Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cause I want you all to myself"?
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else