Lyrics Happy Loner - Marina and The Diamonds

Waking up late, I feel demotivated
"Everything's wrong", guess my thoughts escalated
When I'm alone, things are under control
When I'm alone, I can turn off the world

I try to escape but I can't lose my mind
That's why I can't live a conventional life

'Cause I'm happy bein' a loner
Happy bein' a loner
I'm sick of it all
I wanna give it up
But, I'm on the edge and I feel like everything's too much, too much (mmm)
Too much, too much (mmm)

They don't understand why I like bein' alone
I don't want to be so accessible
Emotionally, I'm on the edge of a knife
That's how I learn, that's how I learn to survive

If I'm alone, then you'll never find
The truth about me, that I'm losin' my mind
And it's too hard to pretend
So I stay away from my friends

'Cause I'm happy bein' a loner
Happy bein' a loner
I'm sick of it all
I wanna give it up
But, I'm on the edge and I feel like everything's too much, too much (mmm)
Too much, too much (mmm)

I pick up on everybody's energy
Always used to feel like there was something wrong with me
(Wrong with me) When the world is overwhelming, I need to breathe

'Cause I'm happy bein' a loner
Happy bein' a loner
I'm sick of it all
I wanna give it up
But, I'm on the edge and I feel like everything's too much, too much (mmm)
Too much, too much (mmm)

Too much, too much (mmm)
Too much, too much (mmm)
(Too much, too much, mmm)
(Too much, too much, mmm)