Lyrics Handlebars - Mark Drew

Yea pop two xans
I can't catch myself like I ain't got two hands
Right before I'm out they got me in a trance
Leaning in my seat they be like this your man's
Aye yo this yo man's

I'm like worry bout yourself and leave me alone
Leave me alone leave me alone
And why do you assume I don't know it's wrong
Cause I know it's wrong I know it's wrong
But I just cannot put down these handlebars
These handlebars these handlebars
Said I just cannot put down these handlebars
These handlebars these handlebars

Yea I need help
I just killed that bottle did it by myself
Look I don't need no cup don't need nobody else
Aye sippin on what's sitting on the highest shelf
RIP my health
Sip that purple soda
Yea codeine in my urine every time I pour up
Lace my blunt I'm tweaking mouth gon start to foam up
I'm distancing my self that's way before the rona
I'm something of a loner
Cause I can't fight the shit I'm addicted to
I swear I'm living in shame
If it's offered to me I'm might hit a few got imbalances in my brain
I'm always drowning in a liquor pool trynna take a swim in my pain
While they look at me like I'm lame, the world don't love me the same

I'm like worry bout yourself and leave me alone
Leave me alone leave me alone
And why do you assume I don't know it's wrong
Cause I know it's wrong I know it's wrong
But I just cannot put down these handlebars
These handlebars these handlebars
Said I just cannot put down these handlebars
These handlebars these handlebars

Ok I smoke pop and I drank
I wanna stop but I can't
My withdrawals keep getting worse
I try to ride it out then I faint
So I pop another just to mellow out and I'm right back where I started
And that's when it hit me the hardest
The whole day I'm feeling lethargic
But see I ain't never used to be this way
But then life happens and depression hits
I couldn't cope on this downward slope
But god damn these anti depressants hit
And most of y'all wouldn't understand
So ya'll judge me then forget about me
It gets hard to go even when you know the whole world just don't give a shit about me
I can't front I have a hard time with my demons
Never thought that I'd be the reason
Everyone around would start leaving
My whole life I felt so defeated
I wanna sober up and then ease in
And I hear when they guaranteeing
I'll keep it up for a season

I'm like worry bout yourself and leave me alone
Leave me alone leave me alone
And why do you assume I don't know it's wrong
Cause I know it's wrong I know it's wrong
But I just cannot put down these handlebars
These handlebars these handlebars
Said I just cannot put down these handlebars
These handlebars these handlebars