Lyrics dirt - Marku

It's okay baby you can blame me you know I can take it
I been getting treated just like I'm dirt every day man
Every day I been falling like the leaves that I rake in
Yeah, baby I'm just ersatz and it couldn't be more blatant
It's so hard to feel okay when every day I'm pushed away and
I feel like I'm the guy that's sitting on the side lines
Wondering when the fuck it'll ever be my time

Yeah I go to bed then I wake up before it hits five in the morning
No I wasn't snoring
Nine to five underpaid from what I was promised
So do not fucking ask me if I feel less important
I feel like I'm being consumed,
I need help 'cause I dwell in this hell
And I'm tired of being used
I'm the pendant at the bottom of the chain, what's new
And I been hearing voices and they're telling me I'm due

They're telling me I'm doomed
They're telling me I'm doomed
So maybe I am doomed
And every night it's like they're getting fucking louder
But honestly I blame myself I give them all the power
Unfazed coughing blood up in the shower
Ain't been happy for a minute shit's been bad for a while now

It's okay baby you can blame me you know I can take it
I been getting treated just like I'm dirt every day man
Every day I been falling like the leaves that I rake in
Yeah, baby I'm just ersatz and it couldn't be more blatant
It's so hard to feel okay when every day I'm pushed away and
I feel like I'm the guy that's sitting on the side lines
Wondering when the fuck it'll ever be my time

Don't remember the last time that I got a compliment
I say that I don't need 'em if I got one I'm hoarding it
I was born at a bad time, don't wanna be born again
Especially 'cause it seems like the world is caving in

Yeah I go to bed then I wake up before it hits five in the morning
No I wasn't snoring
Nine to five underpaid from what I was promised
So do not fucking ask me if I feel less important
I feel like I'm being consumed,
I need help 'cause I dwell in this hell
And I'm tired of being used
I'm the pendant at the bottom of the chain, what's new
And I been hearing voices and they're telling me I'm due

They telling me I'm due
They telling me I'm due
They telling me I'm due