Lyrics Cold and Grey - Marty McKay

Cold and it's grey, it's lonely today
Netflix and chill solos, my only escape
Am I going insane? They say home is the place
Where the heart is, the hard part is, suppose we escape
Tell me how am I supposed to deal with this
When reality TV's more real than this
In the wilderness, they watch the news in a sec
Cause they choose to reflect what I refuse to accept
We're wonderin' when it'll be fun again
We need less concrete jungles, more jungle gyms
Less my feet fumble, you're gonna win
The future? I don't know what it is
And why fight at this struggle, when the light at the end of the tunnels dim?
Life all depends on the one within
And who woulda thought this would take this long
Wasn't suppose to last long enough for me to make no song

These shades of grey
The changing tides
Stuck behind the black and white
Push the walls, nothing behind
It seems we only live to die
I'm trapped between two worlds
The broken lies they burn
No air to light the flame
But time has been moving on

Tired of hate, tired of demonstrations
Why the fake news hate truth within' the nation
Is there a hell, through the dirt, carousel
Through the earth, and dare to yell in this pale parallel universe
Stop the slander, lies and propaganda
Our lives have gotten pandered, like Pfizer got the answer
David lynch on the scene, crazy shit on the screen
I'm the public's enemy, cause I rage against the machine
Now I'm back at the crib, locked in, pissed off, who knew?
No more "Netflix and chill solo", just watchin' HULU
Tired of joyriding, just wired and driving
Can't tell if I'm sick of living or tired of dying
All involuntary solitary confinement
When they ask where my mind went
Don't laugh when I'm silent
They wanna keep me all up in a quarantine
But you cannot border me, plus I've got a mortgage lean

Please release me
Wanna see the light
Come and teach me
In this grey cold night
Please come save me now
There's no end in sight
Still I won't let it die
This flame will survive