Call Me Back

I hate my past
I'm trynna find a way
I hear you speak about it
I see my path
I need a bag
I wanna fly away
I wish to please everybody was my option
I wanna happy place
I need this off my chest
My life is feeling heavy
My time I can't suppress
These things are overwhelming
I feel it come
I can't give up
I wanna fly away
I take a plunge
To feel my lungs
I need a high today
I smoke my blunt
To feel this numb
I wanna hide away
I know it comes in conundrums
Living life like ide die today
And still here I go
Feelin demons
Asking my momma was it worth it being a dreamer
Damaged from the passes of the seasons
Damaged from the passions and passes of my reasons
Independent writing
On these records what I'm thinking

So call me back when you through
I lost my madness
Right on time I lost you
I seem to manage
In a panic of a view
You picked up vanished
Doin things that Ide never do
So call me back when you through
I lost my madness
Right on time I lost you
I seem to manage
In a panic of a view
You picked up vanished
Doin things that ide never do

So I
I'm living a lie
You keep me alive
Im pursued in the way I'm living and thrive
It gives me a high
To focus less on wanting to die
I'm depressed on fighting against the evils in my mind
You keep me alive
To focus less on wanting to die
Yeah yeah
Im living a lie
So fight on fight
I got my time
To live this life
And make what's mine
No more sorrow
I know you care
Smoke my problems
I leave em there
I don't know
Why I ever thought to hit your phone
I was space jam walking
When the ball hit my court
Should've never told you slide
Been here before
Disconnected lines we snipped the chord

So call me back when you through
I lost my madness
Right on time I lost you
I seem to manage
In a panic of a view
You picked up vanished
Doin things that ide never do
So call me back when you through
I lost my madness
Right on time I lost you
I seem to manage
In a panic of a view
You picked up vanished
Doin things that ide never do

Yeah
And they just on reset
I'm just on reset
My pockets on reset
I'm sweeter then recess
They clocking my pace now
No time I'm gonna waste now
They got somethin to say now
Look at em dead in the face now
Got to new phone harder to trace now