Lyrics Crossed by a black cat - Mary Mortem

You saw it in my eyes I stopped breathing the way you look at me
Like I'm feigning
The way you look at me like I'm stupid
I can't stand it anymore.
Walk the woods and never come back.
I lose myself every time I'm looking up
I don't want to see it anymore I don't need enough
I don't want to see anymore I don't need enough.
I just want something new.
So ima test it, is death really something new?
Or is it just a joke like everyone said.
You say it's selfish to kill yourself,
But I've been selfish for so fucking long
And I've been really so tired of it all
And I'm selfish bitch I'm going selfish so I
Rope tied to the tree and let me drop it
You don't want to let me go but you stay dropping it
You keep dropping it you keep dropping me.
So ima drop me too.
You think it was jokes in my songs.