Lyrics Perspective - Mascots

I'd change me if I could and I know you'd do the same
Believe me, I want to be back at nineteen
I was so careless and carefree
But I'm so far it seems like I'll always be stuck here worrying
None of them suffice like the thought of you
Lift me up, raise my hopes, and then make me new
Tearing at my conscience
Always makes weak
A new perspective seen so differently
Tearing at my conscience always makes me think
I only hope you see the, you see the good in me
It was so easy back then when you've got nothing left to lose
Life comes up so suddenly when the ground falls out from under me
I've been hating myself for everything that I've done
I've been convincing myself that I'm not doing this wrong