Lyrics Out of Time - Maurii

Lately I been focused on myself, like fuck the world
I been chasing these blues, so ion' give no fuck about no girl
I've been popping all this shit back to back it fuck my head up
Shawty, yeah she see I'm doing wrong, I know she fed up
I've been trying to stack this shit and get up out my own head
And no this shit ain't for myself, it's for my family instead

All I want to see is niggas dead, I'm pouring up red
I'm hoping one day I don't OD steady poppin' these meds
Inside my head I've been scared
Cause tomorrow, yeah, I know that I could really be dead
I ain't accomplished all my mission, yeah, I'm still on the edge
Start to close my ears when I hear the shit that they saying
Their opinions on the gram, that shit stuck in my head
I'm steady staying at the clock out of time
Ain't been making songs, I feel like I can't even rhyme
I sit up in my bed, look up and cry

I'ma express my feelings on my own, no, I can't lie
I don't want to talk about this shit cause I can't cry
When you looking deep in my eyes, you'll see my soul fly
Feeling I ain't ready for the shit that's finna come yet
Still a whole lot on my mind, I gotta dissect

Baby, you can't help me out
I don't want to talk, no way
Never try and get it out
Please stay out my way
My temper's spazzin' out
No, I won't fucking hesitate to try to lay you down