Lyrics Pain Music - Maurii

They said they want that pain music
I'm fighting through all this shit in my mind, been going through it
Every time she try to hit my line, I decline
I don't need you cause you wasting my time
And I ain't got much so I'm drawing the line

What do I do to deal with it? What do I do to get away?
I find a new one and she come back with another reason why she need me
I'm a people pleaser, they always call when they need me
But when I call, they don't pick up or answer for me

What did I do? Did I do something wrong?
Only one to hold accountable cause I've been on my own
You don't mean nothing to me, been told you leave me alone
Cause every time I give you chances, bitch you lead me on

Like Bitch you do me wrong, I ain't never did shit to you
But every little thing I do, you say it gets to you
That's your own problem, you drowning in your own tears
Was scared of having a broken heart, guess I faced my fears

Shouldn't have had to, cause I told you from the start that bitch I had you
So where your mind at? Girl what the fuck was you thinking?
Guess you was blind huh? Guess that you shouldn't have been drinking
Like what's the cheers for? we hold the cup and then we dink it

You shot a hole right in my heart and left me fucking leaking
You left me there to bleed out, got a text in my phone I still ain't read out
You broke my motherfucking heart, they said breathe out
Breathe out and breathe in, but I ain't that type of nigga to go fuck with your friends

Double cross, triple cross, walk away and trip across
The bridge of lies and tears, with you I kept it real
How the fuck you think I feel? Don't think I'll ever heal
Don't think I'll ever build, walking down the trail of tears

And blood, when I looked you in your eyes knew what it was
Seen a snake inside your eyes looking for blood
But I couldn't make it out for what it was
But I know to keep my grass cut low, keep the blinds closed

Because they cannot see in, they tryna hear what you got going on
If you can't trust them with your soul, better leave them home

They said they want that pain music
I'm fighting through all this shit in my mind, been going through it
Every time she try to hit my line, I decline
I don't need you cause you wasting my time
And I ain't got much so I'm drawing the line

What do I do to deal with it? What do I do to get away?
I find a new one and she come back with another reason why she need me
I'm a people pleaser, they always call when they need me
But when I call, they don't pick up or answer for me

What did I do? Did I do something wrong?
Only one to hold accountable cause I've been on my own