Lyrics trust issues - Maurii

I've been trying to make it right, you keep saying that I'm wrong
Deep down, like what I did?, do I deserve this?
And you steady keep acting like you so perfect
You constantly push me away with insecurities

Always going through my phone like I did something wrong
Deep down you got trust issues
Always trying to keep me home, acting like I'm leading on
Everything that you think I'm doing

But I ain't did a thing but be loyal
I'm always waking up right next to you
But somehow you abuse me
Somehow you accuse me of things that I didn't do
And somehow you would leave me
I would never leave you
I would never walk out or turn my back on you

And I never did, and I never would and I never could
But fuck this love I gotta chase me a check
And I ain't saying that you're holding me back
And I ain't saying that you're pushing me up

But I ain't plan to get this side of love
L-O-V-E
Love is so draining
I thought love was painless
This whole time we acquainted
We fussing, fight, and argue every day
Every day another problem, it's too much to take
Every day its new drama, hate to see your face
I don't question nothing you do, I'm starting to think it's fate

Always going through my phone like I did something wrong
Deep down you got trust issues
Always trying to keep me home, acting like I'm leading on
Everything that you think I'm doing

But I ain't did a thing but be loyal
I'm always waking up right next to you
But somehow you abuse me
Somehow you accuse me of things that I didn't do
And somehow you would leave me
I would never leave you
I would never walk out or turn my back on you
And I never did, and I never would and I never could
Guess I was blind in love