Lyrics Ruin Everything - May Love

I hate that I can't tell you what he means to me
I hate that I can't say a word
'Cause a word could ruin everything
I hate that I can't say his name
That I try to keep a poker face
But my guilty conscience makes it hard
Why is it always the good things that I somehow mess up?

Keeping it inside is killing me
But telling you the truth would ruin everything
And simply kill me more

So I'll keep pretending that it's innocent
Brush it off as if it were nothing
Even though I know
The truth is that we both felt something

Keeping it inside is killing me
But telling you the truth would ruin everything
And simply kill me more (kill me more)

I wanna forget it (ah)
Leave it all to fade
But fact is
It's already too late
Why do I always turn the good things bad?
Taking happy hearts and making them sad

Keeping it inside is killing me
But telling you the truth would ruin everything
And simply kill me more
Keeping inside is killing me
But telling you the truth would ruin everything
And simply kill us both