Lyrics LSD, Pt. II - Mekter

Gimme the pain
Gimme the pain

Gimme the pain
Gimme the pain

Well shit just went sideways and now I've crashed to depression
This is relapse now here comes my self harm obsession
Yeah I'd rather be free
Oh yeah I'd rather be me
And I'd rather say fuck you to society
I'd rather say fuck it and dive in the well
Then keep all my thoughts clouded with pills
Well what does that mean
In quarantine
When the world is dissolving like you've never seen
This life ain't for me
I felt that way since 16
And I don't write about her because this shit therapy
Oh yeah I'm talkin bout me
You know that shit you can't see
Like when I got the munchies but too depressed to go eat
Yeah

Gimme the pain
Gimme the pain

Love sex drugs
Love sex drugs
All my bitches better
Better gimme hugs
Cuz I need some

Fuck

I am ok I am ok
Fuck it I'm not I am insane
Finally got to the root of my pain
Subconscious memory deep in my brain
I meditated and I medicated
Subverted expectations that I've created
My traumas have been understated
By everyone from my past
Now I hit the blunt try not to flashback and really I don't wanna pass

Relapse to self harm as addiction resurfaced
I slept in the back of my car
For only 3 hours I Postmates the rest
Good work ethic help me get far

Free all my niggas they literal slaves prison instead of the field
White people in power do not have an interest in
Leveling the playing field

They only yield power to kin
So remember that black is my skin
Kemetic my name
Love sun and the rain
The government said that Im way past insane
And legally there's something wrong with my brain
I say this in earnest bruh were no the same

Just gimme the pain
Gimme the pain

Love sex drugs
Love sex drugs
All my bitches better
Better gimme hugs
Cuz I need some
Yeah

I guess to be determined is the date of my death
I know the grass is always greener
Shoulda went right and not left
Tryna exist in between
All these horrors I've seen
Fuck it cuz I'm a machine
And my 808s gasoline
Swing rhythms run in my genes
Her ass be poppin them seams
Should I be scared vaccines
Or rather just quarantine
When fascists take over you know that everything over
And you can tell I been smokin cuz I been rappin way slower

Just gimme the pain
Gimme the pain

Love sex drugs
Love sex drugs
All my bitches better
Better gimme hugs
Cuz I need some