Lyrics overthink - Merc!

I'm sitting alone in my room
With nothing to do
Plotting on what I should do
The thoughts go into my head

Don't overthink it Merc
You really tried your best
I know, it's hard but we'll push through it
You know, and I know that we'll solve this

Get it all out, don't sugarcoat it
You'll be fine, once you cry and I know it hurts
But everyone has those days
And it's okay

I just don't have the best words right now
To explain what I'm feeling right now
They always critique an imaginative autistic teenager, it's so sick

It's always "You need to fix this"
It's the best I could do
Notice how I flopped compared to everyone else

Look at all these views! Oh, all mine... Oh well...
All these wishes for nothing, expectations for nothing
How many songs do I have to write for this something?
Picture yourself taking a balloon flight
And it'll all go right

Don't overthink it girl
You really tried your best
I know, it's hard but we'll push through it
You know, and I know that we'll solve this

Get it all out, don't sugarcoat it
You'll be fine, once you cry and I know it hurts
But everyone has those days
Don't take it too seriously and you'll be okay

Here in the aftermath
After taking a bath
My mind feels nice and free
And I'm smiling happy with glee

I left most in the past
And some things I know it can't last
But as long as I'm happy
I think I'll be fine singing