Lyrics Different - Merkules

I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling different nowada-ays
I've been feeling, yeah, I've been feeling, yeah
I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling different nowadays
Got the windows rolled down
When I'm drifting through the rain
Lately I've been dealing with this pain
So burn a blunt down till I feel like it's okay

Heart racing, I can't take it, Im' trippin'
So I take shot then I take hit, I feel different

They can say what they want, hate if they want
Back in days couldn't pay for the bus
Now I'm thankful enough to get paid for this stuff
I pick up a bag everyday of the month
But this anxiety is still in me
And I can't lie to you it's trippy
See the flashing syrens out to get me
And I cannot hide cause I'm guilty
Wanna run you to fuck your life
Trying to break free but it cuffs too tight
I need caffeine, I've been up all night
I'm in love with the risk so I walk on ice
I've been drinkin' liquor right outta my chalice
Now it's half empty and I might lose balance
And it's kinda ironic cause I can't stand it
So I'ma get this money and the night might vanish

I got 'em wondering why I seem so selfish
I've seen it too many times, so I can't help it.

I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling different nowada-ays
I've been feeling, yeah, I've been feeling, yeah
I've been feeling different nowadays
I've been feeling different nowadays
Got the windows rolled down
When I'm drifting through the rain
Lately I've been dealing with this pain
So burn a blunt down till I feel like it's okay

Heart racing, I can't take it, Im' trippin'
So I take shot then I take hit, I feel different

I got these bad habits and I can't graft them
And if my moms haunted do a black phantom
All these unwanted enemies I have it at em
Cuz i can't understand them like bad grammar
If they re upset then its mission accomplished
Im way too busy i ain't with all the nonsense
I drop hits all year in the process
Now the mirror is as clear as my coincense
But its almost like a blessing and a curse
Cuz they want me on their team
But won't mention what im worth
If they're still sleeping on me
Then they better get alert
If they say the wrong thing
It could get anybody hurt, huh

I dont know what they expected, expected
But sometimes being quite sends a message, a message
Lately I've been feelin' different, different
So you should probably mind your fucking business, business