Lyrics Boy's Club - Merlin

You put me to shame
Thought if I just kissed you then you'd go away
That's a mistake
That I never thought I'd make
Cause life is just a boy's club
And I don't wanna play
Glitter turns to grey
Every time I kiss you the world melts away
But you're still tethered
To boys in shaggy sweaters
And men you don't remember
They tell me it gets better
But life's a fucking boys club
And I don't wanna play
Build me up
Make me taller
Plant me in the soiled ground
Maybe then we'll grow together
Will you love me just the same
Though I don't have his name
You can paint my face
Pretend I'm someone different
Or just someone blank
It's all the same
Cause I still can't recall my name
But this life's a goddamn boy's club
I've grown accustomed to the pain
You look out of place
Like someone just struck you
And you fell from grace
But it's ok
'Cause I love you more each day
You defied this lovely boy's club
Now can you help me escape
Make the world a different color
Make it glow a purple hue
Visualize a mind unbittered
Please just hold me for tonight
As the stars fade out of sight
I'll let go of you
Even from a distance you tear me in two
But it's because
You make me feel like I'm enough
Even in this fucking boys club
You command the god above
I'll go on a trip
Drive on yellow lines blur my eyes
Till they're stuck and fixed
Because if I can't see the boys club
I can just pretend it doesn't exist