Lyrics crush - Midas

Yeah, tryna picture picture perfect
Can't tell you what's my purpose, is it deep or barely scratches the surface?
If I only could predict what's to come and not feel numb to see her text to my phone,
Something bout me must be wrong
Cause I can't really seem to find the time to invest in the feelings we could share,
I got XP but no progress
I would tell you that I love you so much but I'm infatuated with the dollars bills and hoes that bring such a rush
Take me back to elementary I would have a crush
See her like the fastest dude, now my heart feeling crushed
Take me back to secondary first experience with lust
First experience with love, it left me crushed
Only twice I drank the nectar, tasted like nectarines but sweet then sour
Been tryna get it back since
Catch a glimpse of the life I've been dreaming bout since
She wet like ocean cause for her I'm lifting mountains
But is it what I want? Taking the blue pill
Wanna put some the green in a blunt
and make a few mills
Tryna get some cream in my cup like a pink Crush
Now if I get some love with this lust, can I fund trust, with no trust fund?

Now it's summer and it's so fun
Now she tryna get a roster, won't get on one
Said she wanna share the pasta like it's disney
But I feel like an impostor when you with me
But I really wanna crush these insecurities
Girl I really wanna fuck, but stay as courtesy
Or maybe it's more than that I love the way you speak
You accept me as I am, now I can finally breathe- crush