Insecure

I get insecure
Things that we don't talk about enough
I be trying to let them in already hard enough to trust
And I'm choking
No instructions in the water when I dove in
Left me out to dry they ain't wanna bring the rope in
Put my words on these beats one day it'll be worth a token
I got life, and death in every word I've ever spoken
I got life, I'm full of it, nothing about me broken
I let out a cry I pray it's felt around the world
Credit to my God and then credit to my girls
If you want it bad you won't ask me for referrals
Come in first and you won't never want a third
I give credit to my God cause he's the only one that saved me
Need a few more reasons cause this not enough to hate me
Playing with my family same as playing with my safety
Make a promise now I'll do anything for my babies

So, gotta think twice before I cross that line
Letting go and that's fasho because we lost that time
I'm standing up but can't deny that I done lost my mind
I got it back though
I'm building up a palace I can't worry about the back door
I'm using my lil voice I think this what I got it back for
And plus I disrespected me, every single time I sat down
I don't know how to back down
Imagine if I sat around
And I'm in this moment I'm not thinking about the background
Boy I'm about to pass out
You gone end up crashing you keep thinking about the fast route
And somebody gotta feed them boy these kids ain't about to mask up
Don't question why they act up, when you say they gotta act tough

Talked to the man inside the mirror
I told him about my problems used to tell him about my fears
He told me they respect you when your feelings disappear
And I act like I don't care cause if I did it's not sincere
And plus it's a lie cause I got lessons in my tears
A couple lifetimes in my years
I got angels in my ears
For what it's worth, I never lived a little life like this one here
For what it's worth, I never lived a little life like this one here