Lyrics Rebroken Phantom - Mikeylotheweirdo

I
I
I
I
I can't see why
I loose my mind
I say I'm fine
I'm not alright
I cry at night
I hate my life
I can't see why
I'm not alright
Insecurities how I live now
Don't hate life but life that I lived out
Self inflicted pain was my days out
I know god creates me a way out
Even if I don't the way how
My life
Ant the place you can make out
In the mirror I see my fake smile
Ima say that I'm fine to help out

Why I keep on faking
I'm to good at acting
Sometimes I can't take it
But smiling's my bad habit
All my tears then dried
Only cry when I be laughing
You ask what went wrong
Dawg
I can't say what all happened
Breakdowns create break throughs
In gods name
Well in gods names I pray
That these pains
Would go away
And these demons
That's on my shoulders
That's tempting
What I should say
That's tempting
What I should think
I'm tired of living in pain
I think
That I'm insane
My heart
Keeps feeling pain
I know
That it's a way
I won't
Keep falling down
That's why
I'm scared of change
I tried
To ease my pain
Start smoking
And started drinking
Now I
Can't feel a thing

I
I
I
I
I can't see why
I loose my mind
I say I'm fine
I'm not alright
I cry at night
I hate my life
I can't see why
I'm not alright
Insecurities how I live now
Don't hate life but life that I lived out
Self inflicted pain was my days out
I know god creates me a way out
Even if I don't know the way how
My life
Is not the place you can make out
In the mirror I see my fake smile
Ima say that I'm fine to help out
I can't see why
I loose my mind
I say I'm fine
I'm not alright
I cry at night
I hate my life
I can't see why
I'm not alright

Aye
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Look
They say
More money brings more problems
Well
I have have problems listening to it
Cause
Its problems with no money
But no problems getting to it
So I had to go get it
They say
Do better
Then who ever
Who say better
You rats
Y'all get trapped
For new cheddar
Ask god
What he got
It's new better
Get blessed by his love
It's new meta
Stop playing with god
We onna stop watch
Y'all waiting for raptures
Wait till yah watch stop
Eyes open
Spirit woken
It's gods purpose
He lurking
And They cursing
What god purchased