Lyrics Survivor's Guilt (feat. Silver) - Milan Credle

Question
When you down on ya blessings
Lost in ya essence
Do you hit ya knees and pray that no weapon
Will ya likeness fall
When the righteous stand tall
Or will you sit around
Consumed with doubt
Even if you finally manage
To make it out
Survivor's guilt

Back against the wall
But we going make it
The opportunity coming
And we gon take it
Ain't no waiting around
I been way too patient
My brudda told me call on
God cuz he won't leave me
Having inner battles with my conscience
I be bout to go quit
Cuz a lot of my niggas
Never make it out of this shit
But this that feeling when the pressure
And the efforts collide
By any means
Do what it take to survive

Starvin like marvin
I'm picturing commas
I'm honest
Far from the target
Forgetting the promise
I'm thomas
Receiving the audit
God is the author I'm pompous
Subject to trauma
Counsel my mental I lost it
Expressing my heart
Probably considered just conscious
My niggas done died
Dreams are more costly than offered
Stuck in this weather
I witness pain drip on the coffins
Wifey praying for peace
She seeking His name
But it's hard to be serious
When life is playing these games
A twenty-two then turned to twenty-two shots
That hit a man who was on his way to twenty-two
All he owned was Shackles and his shoes
Trapped in this shit
Meet death with a kiss
Trapped in the cycle
Head in the Bible
Hand on the rifle
Fight for survival
Pray for revival
Humans lost like a tourist in America
Jordan Peele
Get Out of this narrative
Constantly written
Constant reveal of the tension
You don't want to beef wit a vegan
It's treason
Meaningless reasons
It's hell on my way to heaven
Only quick stop is seven-eleven
Twelve reports say it's a one eight seven
By a three-fifty seven
While Jesus telling me beware of the leavened
I'm spilt in the middle like malcolm
I'm drowning
It's only you that I'm telling
I'm second guessing
The only letter
That it's I in this message
Because I'm lacking perfection but
God just want my confession
That He can save all the brethren
I'm struggling with the beverage
My sanity a possession
Confusion is my profession
My antics are frantic actions
I panic living in traffic
I hate to slave in disaster
The Cross is my only leverage
To freedom
Woah

Back against the wall
But we going make it
The opportunity coming
And we gon take it
Ain't no waiting around
I been way too patient
My brudda told me call on
God cuz he won't leave me
Having inner battles with my conscience
I be bout to go quit
Cuz a lot of my niggas
Never make it out of this shit
But this that feeling when the pressure
And the efforts collide
By any means
Do what it take to survive

If you still here
Then you made it
And if it feels good
You can say it
Cuz a lot of niggas
Never leave the basement
Running out of time
When ya mind been in enslavement
But still our

Back against the wall
But we going make it
The opportunity coming
And we gon take it
Ain't no waiting around
I been way too patient
My brudda told me call on
God cuz he won't leave me
Having inner battles with my conscience
I be bout to go quit
Cuz a lot of my niggas
Never make it out of this shit
But this that feeling when the pressure
And the efforts collide
By any means
Do what it take to survive