Lyrics Loaded - Millyz

Loaded off these drugs and I can't go to sleep
Told God when I get up to those gates I hope he notice me
Ain't been to church in about a decade, tatt'd roseries
I think somewhere along the road streets took control of me
No one consoling me
Loaded off these drugs and I can't go to sleep
Told God when I get up to those gates I hope he notice me
Ain't been to church in about a decade, tatt'd roseries
I think somewhere along the road streets took control of me
No one consoling me
Blood on my sneakers I kick the realest shit
Self-medicated that's how I deal with shit, I'm peeling scripts
Wore them button up's in court just to appear legit
Spending dirty money at the dealership
Made a living off of fearlessness
Blanco Quatro dropped they saying I'm successful
But life is stressful
38 in my pocket I know my town is special
Trips out to Cali just to protect the frame
I'm paranoid he staring at me but he's just a fan
And I be venting to my Mama like she ain't got her own problems
I'm self made, self absorbed
And dealt the raw and watched them melt it
Ain't no second guess God if these the cards it's how it dealt it
But I still wonder why the bros caught a natty I can't help it
Shit got me staying up at night sometimes
And I don't want to rat can't even eat rice
Some times cause shit ain't even right sometimes
Socially anxious the Respisado help me cope
Pour with smoke, recite these quotes lets go for broke
Loaded off these drugs and I can't go to sleep
Told God when I get up to those gates I hope he notice me
Ain't been to church in about a decade, tatt'd roseries
I think somewhere along the road streets took control of me
No one consoling me
Loaded off these drugs and I can't go to sleep
Told God when I get up to those gates I hope he notice me
Ain't been to church in about a decade, tatt'd roseries
I think somewhere along the road streets took control of me
No one consoling me
Got me swerving by myself, my bitch shouldn't have let me drive
I know the jakes is lurking hoping they'll find something in the ride
But you won't doofy
Tell my little homie to come scoop me
He like how I was that young with a six shooter and a hooptie
They tell me to be safe, I'm cooler than an ice pack
Fuck around and get your life snatched or pay the price fast
I took loses for some light cash, got it right back
Bitches in my phone to smash and then I do a light dash
I won't stay the night, lucky if I do an hour
And she like how come?
Like Talcom I'm moving powder
All I got in the end is my word and my juevos
Don't forget the team, we hit a sting and get way low
Ask me how my day go I tell em it's quite gritty
Besides the dirty shit and street politics
I grew up in a nice city
Corrupted at a young age, any way to get paid
Free my partners out the cage got caught up in those raids
Loaded off these drugs and I can't go to sleep
Told God when I get up to those gates I hope he notice me
Ain't been to church in about a decade, tatt'd roseries
I think somewhere along the road streets took control of me
No one consoling me
Loaded off these drugs and I can't go to sleep
Told God when I get up to those gates I hope he notice me
Ain't been to church in about a decade, tatt'd roseries
I think somewhere along the road streets took control of me
No one consoling me