Lyrics tryna b chill - Mishko

I've been
Tryna
Be chill
But my brain
It says "fuck you
Have fun
With this
Mess you
Made back
When I lost you"
I been
Upset
Most days
Lately
Feels uncomfortable
Maybe
I could
Get out
Of my head
Fore I lose it all

'Stead of laying here
Wondering how
I lost the surface
Slipped beneath the curtain
Got caught up in my circus
Chances are I'll be a
Mess again
I'm cursed but
I'm learnin' to just surf
This current

'Stead of fighting back
Whole life been ridin' that
Rumination wave
Every time I felt ashamed
Comes flyin' back
Reliving everything
My timeline
Feels like inception
Am I interceptin'
Messages from
Other dimensions
Or

Is it all in my head
Is it all in my head

I've been
Tryna
Be chill
But my brain
It says "fuck you
Have fun
With this
Mess you
Made back
When I lost you"
I been
Upset
Most days
Lately
Feels uncomfortable
Maybe
I could
Get out
Of my head
Fore I lose it all