Lyrics when did you realize? - Mixed Matches

(Be whoever you want to be)
(Forever)

I was holding out for you
I wish you'd understand me
And the world I had to lose
All according to your planning
Just another mistake in your far longed past
Unrenowned to the world and our falling out
Another moment I wish we could talk it out
A missed call left with no reply

Oh my life
You don't need to try and say
Our last demands
It's clear they've gone away
And I am last to see it as it goes
'Cause I don't want you out the door

Oh the years
Have come to shape my life
With emptiness and no one to say it right
A fire in the past
Now a little of you carries to the next
And the time that I pulled upon a fate
That I tore apart and pushed aside

Oh my light
I'm sorry that I didn't stay
Along the course
That could've lead us straight
And I repent
On how it got this way
And I'm so sorry every day

I want a moment just to tell the truth
A moment just to talk to you
A moment to find some diligence
Listen to your own voice once again
When will I find the time to heal?
And just when will I think back on the years?
Just when will I find my way alone?
And when did you realize you're done?

Oh my light
I'm sorry that I didn't stay
Along the course
That could've lead us straight
And I repent
On how it got this way
And I'm so sorry every day