Lyrics Fallout - Mixed Matches

I get tired from all the waiting
But there's so much left to do
So I take apart my memory
To get a glimpse of you

So I say that I'll trust the process to fuel my art
But when the songs are done I just fall apart
Out of nowhere it comes
Another thought of you
And I just happen to know
What I didn't do then

When I could have called you and I could have asked
If you're seeing someone and if you knew that
I was thinking of where to take you
And if you had known your worth it (Couldn't get this)
'Cause I just wanted to let you know
How I cared about you

While I live in a past sensation
And you live in your current place with someone else
Who can hold your traits and keeps you up
In the best way

That I'll "trust the process" to fuel my art
But when the songs are done I just fall apart
Out of nowhere it comes
Another thought of you
And I just happen to know
What I didn't do (Oh, oh)

(Ooh, woah)
(Ooh, woah, ooh, oh)