FALLING THROUGH MY FINGERS

Ain't noway I not loop a sample and start rambling on shit
Ain't no motherfucking way

Aye
I'm falling like leaves in the autumn
Falling like lemons in spring
This drink ain't relieving my problems
My thoughts feel like sesame seeds
Just cluttered around the bread
The music be setting me free
My therapist telling me I'm avoidant, it's getting to me
I'm dodging the confrontation it festers, I'm letting it be
I'm just tryna get everything in tune, like I'm setting the key
I'm on stage spreading the light, the devil been heckling me
I'm striving for quality of life that feel like heaven to me

Heaven on earth really what you make it
Really thought that quality of life was me thumbing through paper
It's really me going on hikes
It's really me talking to my neighbors
It's really me building community and me blocking my haters
It's cutting off the people I was friends with that was counting favors
It's really me journaling every morning before I start my day
It's me juicing and putting in my body more life than death
It's separating my thoughts from the body without psychedelics
How I ain't speak to homies in some months on the other coast
My brothers getting married and having kids and I ain't even know
How I'm gon take it personal for real when we ain't even spoke
Until we in the same place it feel like we ain't even close
Communication falling off with friends and my lady alike
How I'm getting blind sighted by shit she been keeping inside
How everything start going down the drain, when I'm hitting a stride
How she gon just up and leave, woke up and start turning the tides
I knew that eventually down the line I would make her bride
Guess I never expressed it clearly in fear of what would come to light
Plus seeing what my pops went through with his divorce wasn't nothing light
My lack of leadership in this relationship came back to bite
My tendency to just go with the flow without destination
Presented as hesitation, look
Ain't noway you hear this shit and don't get the word from it
Ain't noway I take I ever take a L and don't learn from it
Ain't noway I fall for everything cause I'm standing on shit
And ain't noway I not loop a sample when rambling on shit
Ain't noway I'll treat my timeline like my therapist
Ain't noway I won't slide through on some player shit
Ain't noway you hear this shit and don't get the word from it
Ain't noway I ever take I ever take a L and don't learn from it
Ain't noway I fall for everything cause I'm standing on shit
And ain't noway I not loop a sample when rambling on shit, nigga