Lyrics Underlying Scars - MoeMoney

My soul is scarredddddddddddd

Picture me giving up after taking so many downs for this
Please don't hit me up if you know that you wasn't down for this
Imagine if I throw in the towel after fighting rounds of this
How dare you jack you part of my circle when you wasn't round for this
That's brave madness
Did my numbers in the field, slave mathematics
Can't tell my fans bout them drills cuz I'm still active
They still clapping for me not knowing I'm steel clapping
I'm really steel clapping
I done seen and did too much to be moving like a civilian
Tell me what would yo hero do if he knew dudes want to kill him
I got friend opps, and I got opp opps
I got family opps, and I got cop opps
Boy my life ain't normal in the slightest way
When everything was goin left I took the righteous way
Ain't never cross nobody less I had the right away
I put my feelings in my pen and chose to write away
Don't know exactly where I'm goin but I know it's far
& I still feen for better days cuz all I know is hard
And from the outside lookin in they see a glowing star
But from the inside lookin out I swear my soul is scarred (I swear)

My soul is scarredddddddddddd
And I don't see no chance of me healing
I done been both the hero and villain
So when karma come around I don't know what hand she dealin'
My soul is scarredddddddddddd
And I don't see no chance of me healing
I done been both the hero and villain
So when karma come around I don't know what hand she dealin'

Sometime I find myself feeling like I been losin me
Til I remember I'm not the nigga I use to be

If you don't know
How far I'm willing to go
I suggest that you slide out of my laneeeeeee
Cuz where you see a star
I see these scars
Hiding behind clouds full of painnnnnn

My soul is scarredddddddddddd
And I don't see no chance of me healing
I done been both the hero and villain
So when karma come around I don't know what hand she dealing
My soul is scarredddddddddddd
And I don't see no chance of me healing
I done been both the hero and villain
So when karma come around I don't know what hand she dealing