Lyrics Medusa - Mulay

Lately, I've been losing myself
Long ago that I've been sleeping
Cause I've been bleeding
Trying to buy myself free
And lately, I've sold my soul
Too eager to try out how far I could go
Made me forget who I used to be
And lately, I've been losing consciousness
For minutes of happiness, I gave a fuck about the rest
But is that something I need?
Is that really me? - No

And I turn into stone
Slowly I feel the warmth slip away
I turn into stone
'Til everything's hard slick and cold
And I'm choking from this silence
The distance between us grows
And while the air thickens
I wish you would know

Lately, things have broken apart
I've broken your heart
And you've built a wall
Out of steel, no chance for me
To break the ice, you've wrapped around yourself
Said I'm trying to, it's me
And not the ice that breaks
And lately, I've been hating myself
Wasted thousand lives
Killed myself a thousand times
Alone this weekend
Lately, I've been sharing my nights
Trying to fill this gaping hole inside
But I can't manage escaping
Demons I am creating
Offered my soul and my heart
If you leave me anyways
Why can't you just take it all

And I turn into stone
Slowly I feel the warmth slip away
I turn into stone
'Til everything's hard slick and cold
And I'm choking from this silence
The distance between us grows
And while I'm trying to move on
I still wish you would know
I wish you could see me now
Lying here on my own
With heart out of stone