Lyrics Lose Myself - Mylan.TheParies

When did I lose myself
Damn
I need some help
Help
Help
Help
I gotta love myself
And
Nobody else
Nobody else
Nobody else
Nobody else
I need some Cali herb
Slide a nigga some top shelf
Shelf
Shelf
Shelf
Sit down and meditate
And
Let me reflect

When did all this become somethin' that I couldn't stand
Lord take my hand
Tryna understand the ways of the world
I'll surely land
Face first
In a gray hearse
Tryna get out a jam
My soul trapped inside of negativity
And I feel damned
Damn
Can't escape it
But I'm surely tryna change it
Maybe I just need some money
Swear to god that I been tainted
Miss them times when I was with my mom
I can't explain it
But that feeling brings me so much joy
I just can't paint it
Thought movin' away would release the pain
But I was wrong
Cuz though I'm surrounded by love
I really feel alone (I feel alone)
Like nobody understand me
But fuck a hand see
I'll go out and do it by myself
I gotta touch some damn cream
I gotta touch my damn dreams
Gotta make sure my fam eat
Gotta uplift my damn team
Gotta make sure the kids straight
And gotta fill up the pantry
Gotta be (gotta be)
Said I gotta be all I can
Shit I gotta be all I can be

But lately I'm just feelin' off my path
Shit that's been happenin' I have no choice but to laugh
Cuz if I cry then I can't drive and surely imma crash
Seems like all problems lately stem from not havin' cash
So it
Got me thinkin' of doin things for a bag
And it's sad
I was never this way
Until I had
To go fend for myself
But I'm in auto pilot so I detach from all my feelings and it's leadin' a man to ask
(I had to ask)

When did I lose myself
Damn
I need some help
Help
Help
Help (I need some help)
I gotta love myself (I've got to love myself)
And
Nobody else (I've got to love myself)
I need some Cali herb
Slide a nigga some top shelf
Shelf
Shelf
Shelf
Sit down and meditate
And
Let me reflect

Normally I wouldn't think about ever sharin' these inner thoughts at all (at all)
Then thought again and who better to share these thoughts than y'all (than y'all)
Who woulda thought the nigga who made boss up could fall
But even green leaves turn orange, shrivel up and f- Dawg
I'd share these inner thoughts to my fam, they'd give a number to call (call)
Prolly think that I'm just cray if they see me writin' on walls
Gotta sit down and reconstruct these man of a laws
But tryna go from first to sixth gone force my ass to stall

Shit I really just need some time
But feelin' like I have none been hurtin' my peace of mind
But I'm fine
What I tell myself to keep my ass in line
Cuz I know it's somethin' greater for me, one day at a time (one day at a time)
I treat the music as my therapy
I'm sharin' me
And in a way I feel this is preparin' me
To put my lyrics in the air and see
The world inhalin' me
And see this kid from valley hi givin' these instrumentals third degree (Aha!)

But lately I'm just feelin' off my path
Shit that's been happenin' I have no choice but to laugh (but to laugh)
Cuz if I cry then I can't drive and surely imma crash
Seems like all problems lately stem from not havin' cash
So it
Got me thinkin' of doin things for a bag
And it's sad
I was never this way until I had
To go fend for myself
But I'm in auto pilot so I detach from all my feelings and it's leadin' a man to ask

When

Damn the woosah captain, did you just call me a tick