Lyrics But Her (Demo in Florence) - Niki

I knew your little games
But it's been a while
Since this kind of heartbreak
Thought I'd be more rational
Twelve years of tug of war
You're my weak spot after all

My friends, they told me you got a new girl
Not just anyone but her
The fear of mine knowing she might be the one
'Cause she's got everything I couldn't give

You called last night
Sounded so firm on the other side
Saying you, you gave us up
That you fought enough

And it hurts
You broke our promise and held her hand
Now tell me how could I possibly live with that
When I'm still here trying to fight?
And it hurts
When you took her body and my heart
You drown in illusions
And trust your assumptions
But do I still cross your mind?

You, tell me you're not serious
You gave me the picture of home
You pushed me away
But don't you know what they say
That home is where your heart is

I, I know it's pathetic
To be holding on what you left
Call me dumb, call me stupid
But don't call me foolish
'Cause you left the breadcrumbs behind

It's Friday night
And you're putting on candlelights
And I feel myself fading out of your life

And it hurts
You broke our promise and held her hand
Now tell me how could I possibly live with that
When I'm still here trying to fight?
And it hurts
When you took her body and my heart
You drown in illusions
And trust your assumptions
But do I still cross your mind?

And it hurts
Like you're waiting for me to be gone
'Cause you knew my existence was the only thing
That stopped you two carrying on
And it hurts
What to believe, what to not?
The pieces of puzzle I couldn't add up
I still do cross your mind
Tell me I'm right
Tell me I'm right