Lyrics Dreading Emptiness and Thinking How - NOTQUITEHALF

I think I'm dreading emptiness and thinking how
I've been thinking out
Loud
So tell me if were full yet
In the back of a class fulla heads
Thinking by myself I was winging every time
Sitting by myself I was reading through a line
Drifting by a cell but I've never done a crime
The cell would be the mind right behind the eyes
So I think I'm loving emptiness and thinking why
Thinking high and all mighty slightly shredding away my pride
You shush my pries and I push and try
Its a mushy pea
I think this album is about to be a bloody piece
Cause theres a lamb to the slaughter
Thinking why some man do not have a father
Or even a daughter not having a mother
Yes that woman I really fucking love her
So now I'm sitting all alone in isolation
Life is more simple then a caveman painting
But i still cant fucking grasp it
Its already touched I don't fuck with second hand shit
Handed a reason to survive
But the hurdles in the mind of a man stuck living is inside
We reside in the eye of the third
Living in a world where you get killed
IF YOU SAY ANOTHER WORD
So get deception in reception
Weaponized eyes underneath the hair for protection
Intercepting my sanity
Winter crept in taking away the man in me

My brain could be an empty room
Hollow on the inside filling up with plenty tunes
We follow till we all die fitting into tune
With an intertwined interlude
Let it consume
I think im dreading emptiness and thinking how
I think im dreading emptiness and thinking how
The time is shrinking gone we run a marathon
But we carry on and we battle on
I think im never wrong
The thought of heaven wrong
I could make eleven songs
But it still wouldnt change shit
We'd be stuck in the same ship
Cause nobody changes
And it is outrageous
Carry burdens on my shoulders
But burdens are weightless
The truth is that I will stay shit
So tell my why I'm living as a pessimist
Everything I say is just a shitty rhetoric
To be honest I've been looking for some leverage
The lever is turning the world to be degenerative
Sitting here whistling as the kettle sits
A mental fix is what they wanna shove on the rebel kids
But thy eye is repelling it
In my mind i picture rebellions dwelling in
A state of despair where nobody cares
Fallin on deaf ears to our brothers and peers
The government has caught us in our struggle's and fear's
So we turning on eachother with morality blurred
Grab a gun scam a brother for a bit of funds
Stabbing mothers as you taste the bitterness on your tongue?
Thats how we should think travis scott
Said so
Get lit and play his game like fire flowers from nintendo
The death i await is there at the crescendo
The higher powers will come along and then posses souls
Im stressed tho
Another day a couple steps n breaths without a threshold
The same shit repetitively I live to make the money for more money
Yes inevitably turn into a cemetery
For centuries god I plead that we get to live and breathe
But as of late all I see are brown leaves
So i think im dreading emptiness and thinking dull
So i think im dreading emptiness and thinking dull
Dont you mothafuckas ever think im fuckin full