Lyrics After Everything - Nadine

Thinking of you my heart is beating
I can feel it in my back
Remind me of when you sprained yours
Do you remember that?
It was your birthday we was getting into it
Hitting it from the back
Until your back snapped like a toothpick
The pain had you out like a light
That was the first time I dialed triple nine in my life
And when the ambulance came
It turned out you were fine
You always claim it as the day turned out to be your ride or die
Stayed convinced I saved you from dying
I thought, "Shit, he as dramatic as I am"
It was looking at a mirror, at the belt of Orion
Can′t see us in the stars no matter how hard I'm trying
We met I moved in after two weeks
Talk ′bout moving fast
I still see you in my dreams
And it couldn't last
Three years, would you look at that
You stranger to me now
This is all I have
I would call but fuck being rash
You ain't picking up to no one with your selfish habits
Drinking with the homies to forget the past
Right?

Laid up with that new ass
Writing new tracks
Probably spending nights with her in a new bed
Probably talking shit about me with your new friends
Glad you know now what you never knew then
And what a nuisance I must be now
Hitting up your line like "Hear me out"
Been swallowing my pride, don′t let me down
But you do every time
I don′t know how I don't mean shit to you
After everything we been through
I don′t mean shit to you
After every fucking thing we done been through

I hope you're happy now
I′m praying for your health
This is growth, last week I wanted you in hell
Saw your photo with her, guess you're doing well
So much for staying single, working on yourself
It′s all good, if I could I would do the same
Still get triggered by your pictures
Mentions of your name
I was talking to your sister just the other day
She still treat me like a sister
You should be ashamed
Whatever happened to soulmates
Twin flames
Thought you would stay the same
I thought wrong
You know two can play at that game
Truth might hurt but you asked for it
Take your promises put a cast on 'em cause you
Broke every one that you made me
Aint' been acting a lady, lately
I been acting kinda crazy
I was outta line, can you blame me?
Lost the love of my life
A new one is waiting