Lyrics Birthdays - Nathan Glennie Project

I sit here in my room, struggling with things I used to do
Because it reminds me of you and how we used to be
Laying in bed together, watching TV
Feels like you've taken a piece of me
You keep me up at night, I struggle to sleep with you on my mind
I wonder if you dream of me too, 'cause I'm dreaming of you
And what we could have been if you stayed, but you left me

I don't know if I can make it through the winter without you
I thought we'd last forever and I'd get to spend so many birthdays with you
But you chewed me up and spit me out in two
I guess I won't get to spend any more birthdays with you

I gotta stop letting my dirty laundry build up
But it's just so hard to give a fuck anymore
Just close the door and leave me to myself
Where I'm isolated day after day
Can't help myself, like an old book on the shelf
Self-destruction never looked so beautiful

I don't know if I can make it through the winter without you
I thought we'd last forever and I'd get to spend so many birthdays with you
But you chewed me up and spit me out in two

I gotta stop letting my dirty laundry build up
But it's just so hard to give a fuck anymore
Just close the door and leave me to myself
Where I'm isolated day after day
Can't help myself, like an old book on the shelf
Self-destruction never looked so beautiful

I don't know if I can make it through the winter without you
I thought we'd last forever and I'd get to spend so many birthdays with you
But you chewed me up and spit me out in two