Sometimes I Wonder

Uh, QB (QB)
The whole NYC
We gon' bounce to this (What up?)
To all my niggas
Big Nas (Yeah yeah)
All them ladies
What

Sometimes I wonder, will a nigga go under because of his hunger?
This game is risky, if a nigga slip six
Feet, will these niggas really miss me?
Dead partners too soon, all these niggas flippin'
On me 'cause I won't give no loot to 'em
Sometimes I wonder, sometimes I

Top of the world is what I'm aimin' at
These niggas is flamin' gats at my circle
I catch you, my first reaction's to hurt you
I hit your bird too, two in your scalp
Then you out, your thug crew is out
Blood oozin' out, some servin' 'caine
Knowin' nothin' 'bout this murder game
It's easily told but hard to hear
When niggas finally find out it's real
That's when they heart pumps fear
The real remain, the weak'll disappear
My words are 20/20, my vocals are crystal clear
9/11 Style sits on your mind like chrome
Let's say your brain's a V12, put it in drive, let it roam
What color? Might as well make it the same as your dome
You need your thoughts together, means destination is unknown
As we travel on this road, an infinite path
I get into this math, drop and get intense for the cash
Will I be subject to kill, live my life by the gat?
Just when I think I made it out, the street is callin' me back
What?

Sometimes I wonder, will a nigga go under because of his hunger?
This game is risky, if a nigga slip six
Feet, will these niggas really miss me?
Dead partners too soon, all these niggas flippin'
On me 'cause I won't give no loot to 'em
Sometimes I wonder, sometimes I

Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo
I know a lot of fiends by their first name
Livin' in Queens, a lot of cats gettin' stuck for their chains
Holdin' dirty guns, the young old dirty ones
Runnin' wild, nigga, I raise hell above ground
Live in sin, holdin' rocks, Benjamin Grimm
Figured once I got knocked, there were ends
Never that, they try to tell me I don't love my own
The thugs know, they ride my zone like the cyclone
Tray mom for Coney Isle, yeah they know me now
I'm givin' niggas fake hugs, phony smiles
Stack profits, you know how niggas on the block get
Try to give you dap just to stare at your pockets
Crews advance, nothin' new, just the rules of the land
You can't tell if they wolves or lamb
You can fight like a few, there's a few that ran
Or you can feed 'em and lose your hand
What you wanna do?

Sometimes I wonder, will a nigga go under because of his hunger?
This game is risky, if a nigga slip six
Feet, will these niggas really miss me?
Dead partners too soon, all these niggas flippin'
On me 'cause I won't give no loot to 'em
Sometimes I wonder, sometimes I

Blessings be to the ones who left us
To transcend into spiritual essence, in Allah's arms you restin'
To him we pray, for my peeps Louie Lloyd Floyd
Twin and Tia, Mr. Sunny back in the day
"Get that money, Yammy," used to say
Not only nice with his hands but street smarts
He was twice a man, I try to understand life's deep plot
I think of Weewop, Shaquisha, they both was mad nice on the rock
They woulda went pro, but God, he only knows why not
Like my nigga Bing, let your sneakers be not clean
He come around, he start snappin' on you, makin' a scene
Kept alive, cool nigga, warm heart and stay fly
You still alive, I see you in your sister's face
Are you nearby or lookin' on, just from a distant place?
My thoroughbreds, Black Ed, quiet but real
Expect to see a black Jeep come fly over the hill
In the spirit of Richie Lou, tribute
Remind the world of the crimes that the NY pigs do
We miss you, never forget you, Harry and Sonya
Rest in peace to Marty, a 41st side of Vernon soldier
T.J. Black, better known as Killa
I can't replace you, but in me
Havoc'll always have a brother, my nigga
My man Will, until we meet again
You hold it up there, I'll hold it down here
I hope y'all hear my prayers clear

Sometimes I wonder, will a nigga go under because of his hunger?
This game is risky, if a nigga slip six
Feet, will these niggas really miss me?
Dead partners too soon, all these niggas flippin'
On me 'cause I won't give no loot to 'em
Sometimes I wonder, sometimes I

Yo, rest in peace to my grandfathers
Papa Charlie, Snoop
To my man Horse pops
Know what I'm sayin'? One love
Can't forget Nana
My man Ellie S' grandma
Know what I'm sayin'?
They still with us, though
I wonder where they at
How near, how far?
Can't go under
Fuck that
All my niggas
Stretch
What?