One Shot

no fear
I'm standing right here
eyes peer
with my mind clear
never look rear
only look up
never down
off the ground
till I'm found
hear the sound
listen to me now
as the beat pounds
every ounce
of my effort pouring out
so you never have a doubt
do you like me now?
am I good enough now?!
should I get more loud?!
till you fucking hear the sound?
oh no
I'm losing my shit again
having a fit again
man I'm forgeting when
I used to have some friends
I used to play pretend
we all grow up and then
hating my phone and trends
I'm bout to blow my head
nobody knows I'm dead
fear I'm a ghost instead
think that I'm close I get
straight comatose in bed
try to go slow with breath
breath out my nose and head
heart doesn't go the trend
faster it goes instead
one shot
that's all you got
take it right now
before you get lost
one shot
that's all you got
write your own story
you control the plot
one shot
that's all you got
could drop dead now of a fucking blood clot
one shot
give it all you got
and never back down no I'm never gonna stop yea
I know that I'm a little OCD
the people close to me
already know that's me
that's how it's supposed to
cuz nobody's perfect
you need something to work towards that's worth it
you need something that's worth more you deserve it
find that thing that you love then preserve it
if you heading down the wrong path then reverse it
put your head down and dammit start working
cuz we all need a little bit of hope,
to help us cope
as we go down this road on our own never knowing where it
goes always wonder if we're close always wonder if we chose
the right fork' in the road who knows?
you don't I don't is everybody stoned I groan
cuz I'm sick of mediocrity
where's the quality
everything's about quantity
ironically
we feed our minds constantly
but don't think logically yea
one shot
that's all you got
take it right now
before you get lost
one shot
that's all you got
write your own story
you control the plot
one shot
that's all you got
could drop dead now of a fucking blood clot
one shot
give it all you got
and never back down no I'm never gonna stop yea