Lyrics Obsession. - Netica

I feel so stupid
Walking round
Like I'm useless
Thinking I abuse this
Thing called life

And every time I
Get my hopes up
I have every reason
To be broken
Since the words
Are left there unspoken
I'm sick and tired
Of keeping the secrets
In my heart

Can't you just accept the
Part of me
That always seems so far
Because I didn't expect
This kind of attention

But get it through your brain
I've got an obsession
Tell the world
Tell the world
That I'm obsessed with you
Shout it to the world
Shout it to the world
Maybe it'll be the best
For you

I know I can never beat you
But get it through your brain
Because I'm obsessed with you
And tell it to the world
Because you know it's
The best for you

But these days I'm just
So freaking depressed
I'm stable but I've failed
Every test

Nothing ever goes to plan
And I'm falling in so deep
That I've lost the feeling
In my feet
Nothing's ever
Been so deep
But I really can't
Help it

And I've tried to
Get you out
But then my brain
It starts to melt
I ask my God up
There for help
And then he tells
Me that I fell
So far down
That I can't get out

Without a helping hand
From someone who's a man
To help their biggest fan
I'm over being stuck
In this well I have
No luck
I can't get out without
A heart
Matching up with mine
That has a spark

I'm over this depression
That was caused by this obsession
I know I sound possessive
But it's time to just respect it
People think that I am stupid
For believing there's a Cupid
And they think that I
Should prove it

When the truth is I'm just a loser
Who's lost in her delusion
Who thinks that I can prove them
Wrong about their illusion

To every single problem
That my mind has got to offer
They thought that they had lost her
Almost in her coffin
They were just siting there
And watching
While I was just there suffering
Didn't even have an option

So that's why you're my obsession
I was in hell, you gave me heaven
You gave me a reason to be someone
From that girl who was just lost
Confused and uncooperative
So thanks to my obsession
That turned my hell into heaven

And when I was drifting away
Into abyss where I lay
And it was a voice that saved me
In my mind that made me see
That it wasn't time to die
Because suicide wasn't my passage
And I'm glad that happened

I thought I deserved to choke
But I let go of the rope
Because of that voice in my head
Without that voice I'd be dead