Lyrics Hysteria - Neuroticfish

Embrace the end of everything

I know the state of mind is my blind side
I don't know what to expect & how it feels right
I let hysteria cloud my view
I let confusion always get the best of me

I don't know how to define my own reactions
To all depenecies they're distractions
Forming out aggression takes control
And the illusion that I'm always ahead of it

(Hey)
I can't embrace it
(Hey)
I'm sure I'll face it
To give what's left inside
Leads to suicide

(Hey)
I can't regain it
(Hey)
I can't sustain it
To live & not deny
A need for suicide

And in zero point three malfunctions
Reach twenty-four hour activation period
Not responding
In six five four three two activating now

I know how to behave on the outside
I have proven myself to be upright
I am not afraid to lose my mind
I am just surprised that it took so long for me

I'm not sweating at all nor short of breath
But how can I be so sure of what I don't have
I let Hysteria guide my ways
I'm sure obscurity has not really helped me here

(Hey)
I can't embrace it
(Hey)
I'm sure I'll face it
To give what's left inside
Leads to suicide

(Hey)
I can't regain it
(Hey)
I can't sustain it
To live & not deny
A need for suicide

If I could only observe my own actions
Every little detail of this infection
In the light of day it looks so wrong
In the dead of night it doesn't make sense to me

Is there hate to embrace & does it help me
To reduce the pain to a lower degree
Or can I do leave it all behind
I'm sure I can't embrace the end of everything

Embrace the end of everything

(Hey)
I can't embrace it
(Hey)
I'm sure I'll face it
To give what's left inside
Leads to suicide

(Hey)
I can't regain it
(Hey)
I can't sustain it
To live & not deny
A need for suicide