Lyrics Alone - New Years Day

I'm so bad
I've done worse than kill and steal
I'm so bad
It's getting harder to conceal
I've made these mistakes that I can't make up
So many cuts that I can't sew shut
(So lets tear them up)
I'm so bad
Self-destruct another night
I'm so bad
That even I can't make this right
Don't wanna be alone
I know I went too deep
But at lease I'm not alone
Try to understand
Breaking is the only way
When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve
I can't be honest, even with myself
(I've made a mess again)
Breaking is the only way that I don't fall apart
It's so wrong
How I've used you for a crutch
It's so wrong
I've fucked up and lost your trust
Too late for tourniquets and bandages
I'm damaged goods and that's the way it is
Don't wanna be alone
I know I went too deep
But at lease I'm not alone
Try to understand
Breaking is the only way
When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve
I can't be honest, even with myself
(I've made a mess again)
Breaking is the only way that I don't fall apart
(that I don't fall apart)
The bloods is off my hands and that's okay
It's what I thought I wanted but that's changed
Don't wanna be alone
I know I went too deep
But at lease I'm not alone
Try to understand that I hate the way I am
Breaking is the only way
When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve
I can't be honest, even with myself
(I've made a mess again)
Breaking is the only way that I don't fall apart