Lyrics twenty-one - Nicholos

In a month or two we're finally there
The days of youth are suddenly behind me
I'm not sure what it is I should wear
Is it a day of celebration or defining
Celebrated twenty times in the past
this year feels so high it'll let me down
But it would be so fitting at last
To build expectations and watch them all cave in

I suppose that the sequel to my ongoing film has begun
And I wonder what's next
Like who'll make a feature
Does the good guy still win
Will I grow old just stuck in the past

I've been struggling in all that I do
Seems like all I can cling is the thought of you
Now I find myself turning a corner
At twenty-one never been more confused
For so long I had known it was true
When I can't fall asleep I surround the room
With the old memories of when we were eighteen and in love
So at peace thinking of what once was

Of all of the times that we shared
None were as happy as I remember them
But that's what's so nice in my head
I can patch it up until it's all one again

And when I tell other people I felt this way before
They say at least it'll make for good songs
Such a dull silver lining just rusting away
What's left of us as I move along

I've been struggling in all that I do
Seems like all I can cling is the thought of you
Now I find myself turning a corner
At twenty-one never been more confused
For so long I had known it was true
When I can't fall asleep I surround the room
With the old memories of when we were eighteen and in love
So at peace thinking of what once was

Cause in all of the things that I do
There's a part of me you wish I could find what's new
So at age twenty one blow the candles that light up the room
Wishing I could forget about you