Lyrics Act Up - Nick-E

What am I to you, I'm really just a backup
What am I to do, my heart is playing catch up
This ain't been nothing new, I'm never like these actors
I can't pretend when my feelings start to act up
Extend my hand when you fall I'll help you back up
And then you'll crawl into the bed with someone after
You take advantage of my kindness and protection
Don't come to me for that rebounded affection
I got afflictions in my head that need some fixin' and
You just make it worst because I know who you be missin' and
I just have that thirst so I go out and start the trippin'
With that tab on my tongue got me lookin' at ya different
Fallin' in love, got me feelin' so ridiculous
Fallin' in love, got me feelin' like I'm missin'
Shots with every other girl and they got me feelin' tipsy
So I go into her world and fuck her twice to make her miss me, yeah
When I'm gone, I said when I'm gone
Everybody gonna love me, when I'm dead and gone
I might not wait too long, I might not wait too long
I be happy all the time, but shit I ain't that strong
So I be smokin' strong, said I be smokin' strong
To keep my mind from the things in life that might go wrong
I'm drunk I might just call, I said I might just call
If I do this shit again, I swear I might just fall
What is love, what are drugs, they walk together in my mind
What is fun, have a ton, when I'm steady on my grind
In my gut, know wassup, when you tell me we'll be fine
In a rut, try to cut, everybody on my side
Fuckin' up, can't keep up, cause I'm runnin' all the time
That's enough, never trust, anybody with your life
Because you give that shit away, and you'll be tryna find your light
Then they ask you if you good and you'll be sayin' I'll be fine
Yeah
And you'll be sayin' I'll be fine, Yeah
And you'll be sayin' I'll be fine, Ah
And you'll be sayin' I'll be
And you'll be sayin' I'll be
You'll be sayin' I'll be fine